In-class prompt#1

I'm not afraid of reading, I just have very little time to do it. I have a family and household to take care of. I'm sure a two and four year old can not take care of themselves. My fear of writing stems from teachers to a bad relationship. I used to draw, quiet well I might add. My whole family thought I should illistrate childrens books. I'm not sure exactly were I lost it but I did. I have no idea how to get it back, even will the support of others, for example my spouse, cousin and mother. I'm self-efficacy, just not in the writing area. I gues other things are or have become more important. Maybe when i got papers back from my com111 class there could be a possitive remark, even if its with a lot of errors. I get no good remarks anymore, makes me feel inatiquit and so why do it if no one appriciates it? All I've ever done is for others, so to do for myself is just not there, not an option. I'll probably go home and do laundry, dishes, scramble to spend time with my boys, figure out what homework I need to do.

Other classes #1

So, it's Monday evening and all I can do is dwell on is math tomorrow. This subject I really like, but it's taking me a bit to get back into it. At least we are moving on to some of the things that I remember. I'm trying to get all the help I can so I can try for a good grade point average. I only have so much time in the day for doing all of this because, of the family and household chores. My math professor is nice and trying to do every she can to help me. It just stresses me out and makes my anxiety go trough the roof. Oh well, I'll just have to wait and see what tomorrow brings.

New Beginings (Misc. #1)

Starting fall semester is a new attempt for me. It's been challenging task these last couple of weeks due to the fact that I have a family at home and trying to understand and process all this new information. I'm excited to learn new things and glad its going ok so far. Write is not one of my passions , but I'm willing to learn new things. I can't believe how much technology has changed since I've been in high school. I can't imagine what my children will have by the time they are where I am. My whole goal is to stay focused on school and raise my family to the best of my abilities. I'm hoping this blog posts ok, because I'm trying it out on my iPad so I can watch the kids and not be stuck in my office.